13 again

okay, i'm going to be immature for a second.....

how often is it that at 28 years old that a person should get under my skin so much that i spend all day thinking about how much i really wish i didn't have to interact with that person?? so while i'm ashamed to say it, this is actually my life right now.

i'm not sure how it happened or at what point i decided to let it get to me like it has, i can't seem to shake the feeling that i hesitate when going to work in the morning.

it really takes a lot to anger me. you can frustrate me all day long, but i rarely get angry anymore. but i can honestly say right now that i am ticked off! but i've moved away from ticked to hurt and offended tonight. i have to admit that i actually shed tears tonight simply because i'm so affected by what other people say/think about me. this is stupid! it begs the question, will i ever be okay with letting people go from my life?

at this point in the evening, i'm debating what to do next......

what do you think?