Cranky

Why does life have to be so mangled and tangled? I'm in a very weird mood today. I started out in a great mood this morning, however, as the day has progressed, I've gotten more and more cranky. I don't know if it's the cold rain and wind or if it's just the fact that life is mangled and tangled. I'm definately glad that the semester is almost over. Finals start next week for me and I'm pretty stressed. I HAVE to do well on two of my finals and I'm putting a lot of pressure on myself. I think the combination of stress and just being tired has a lot to do with it. Kristen called me bitchy in a conversation a couple of hours ago and I think she was right. I am, at least today. I can't explain it. I've just got a lot to do in a very short amount of time. I'm worried about someone. I haven't heard from her in a while and it's making me nervous. I'm sure there is a great reason, but I miss her and I need to hear from her. I need to hear that she loves me and is thinking about me too. Days like today are the days that I need my loved one to just be with me; to sit on the couch with me and just hold me. That's what I'm feeling right now, if we're going to be honest. A big cup of hot chocolate and a blanket and maybe a fireplace. I know that's the cold weather talking!! Anyway, I'm in a weird mood.