Happy Birthday

As of a little after 4:00 pm today, I became a year older. How does 27 feel? I'm not sure yet, ask me in a couple of weeks. I think for the first time, I have had a hard time with this birthday. I think it's the combination of getting closer to thirty, no family of my own, and still in school. This week was spent by me with a lot of moping and pouting because I felt sorry for myself. However, today I realized that there was no need for moping and instead should be filled with celebrating.

You see, it all started last night. When I invited my closest friends for a birthday dinner, about 20 people total, only 4 showed up. I was hurt to say the least. I couldn't believe that I had been stood up by those who I had trusted and loved the most. However, when I got to work this morning, I was immediately struck by the love of my co-workers and friends. When I got to work, my boss and friend has brought me breakfast (my favorite might I add), I had flowers on my desk, and an impending lunch date with co-workers and friends from church. I couldn't believe how much thought went into making my day the best day it could be. In the midst of working, I couldn't help but think about the love that I had completely overlooked before. The rest of the evening included a movie with a wonderful new friend.

I think I learned a great lesson this week. I am so very thankful for the relationships that God has placed in my life and I hope that I can return that love and concern with these special people in my life.